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To Kill A Klown

by [PRE-WHILE ANGELS WATCH]

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1.
A Lost Dream 03:05
We could be shroud in rainbow robes of dripping colours Be the enchanters of a land where wondrous dreams are revealed But still we choose to stay Nightmare in grey Nightmarian grey And we could be retuning our emotions, redirecting these bad lands, lost lands And we could be the builders of a new paradise But still we choose to stay Nightmare in grey Nightmarian grey
2.
Estella 03:49
I know your life is no pretty tale Brought up in an atmosphere cold and stale I know you had no one to love or care They locked you up and left you there But, does that justify the way you treat me? I know that’s what you are… “Free, love” And I know that you don’t mean to hurt me Oh god, how can I make you see? Estella, don’t break my heart again Estella, don’t make me cry again The way you use me when I’m alone with you My pride gets beaten black and blue Take, take, take, give nothing in return Clawing at my heart, making it burn Leading me on with the things you say When I think there’s love in your eyes, you turn away And I know you don’t mean to hurt me Your love is blind, it can’t find me Estella, you’re breaking my heart again Estella, you’re making me cry again You’re a fucked up person and you are wrong Cos I’ve been alone all along I wanted you to rekindle my fire But the sparks you made were barbed wire How many people for you have thrived Your heart doesn’t feel, it just keeps you alive Now life looks once again dull and grey Why don’t you just fade away? Estella, you’ve broken my heart again Estella, these tears are for you again
3.
Looking out the window one dull day Looking at the outside world so grey I walk out the door take a stroll in the rain My eyes look down at that cold stone path again Passing middle-aged men in pinstripe blue Acting out their role, waiting for their cue Looking at lovers even seems dull today Wish I was in another world, just fade away I want to paint the world with a rainbow I wish everything could be day-glo Freedom and pleasure, no restriction or law This could be our promised land forever more I look through shop windows at today’s technology But all I need is my psychology I see blank faces, blank expressions The worn out faces of the old collecting pensions It’s a sad, sad tale about the Earth And how man destroys it from his birth Cities and cars… civilisation? All I see is destruction Somewhere over the rainbow is a place for me I see it in my dreams, colourful scenes But when I wake up in this hateful place All I want to do is change my face Following a river of dreams to the sea That’s where I will find Tom’s midnight garden Waiting for me
4.
Nigel 02:44
Nigel was an orphan kid, he never knew his mum or dad He never got adopted cos he was so ugly and his mind was made of bad So he decided that he’d breakout, and he did this one winter’s night He jumped through a window, ran as fast as he could in the yawning snowy white He had no money and he didn’t care, his clothes were all tattered and torn He slept out in the cold on an old park bench with newspaper to keep him warm People would laugh at him as he walked down the street, too ignorant to understand He dreamt one day he’d change the world and be rid of this desolate land Then one day when he was 25 he met a beautiful girl He gave up his beliefs and through away his ideals to live a normal life He got himself a job and he married this girl and he swore “I’ve seen the light” Now Nigel sits down watching telly all day and goes down the pub for a fight
5.
Through the mists a welcoming hand beckons A face unseen draws me on Forward into unknown regions One time span to another born Treading steps of velvet darkness Heavy sounds of distant bells The hand withdraws destroys the image In its place, a dark uninviting fearful space In its depth I see distorted Figures of my past sad life Now approaching, then growing distant Mind penetrating, like a knife Shall I plunge and cease this madness? Ending this evil scheme Hoping this will be forever The only time I have this dream
6.
Somewhere in time I’ll meet you again But for now the garden is soaked with my tears and rain And until the time comes for my soul to be freed I guess that’s the way things are going to be for me I know I’ll never touch your skin Look at in this prison cell that I'm locked in You lived in a time that came long before me So I travel in time all through my dreams All through the day the emptiness inside Eats away, away at my mind Looking at pictures that remind me of you But those black and white pictures will never do Lately your face has been looking a little pale The air around us seems to be turning stale Your figure seems to be fading away You’ve left me alone for the rest of my days And now I just can’t wait until I die For it’s then that I will free this soul inside I will enter the garden just one more time And hope that somewhere in time it’s you that I find
7.
Roads 02:38
The people on the streets on the road to revolution I hear and I laugh and then I frown Here comes the blind man – here comes your guilt And from nowhere still show you’re putting him down Can’t you see sympathy it is contempt Open your eyes and look out of your minds Feel the breeze breathe life upon your hands I walk through the streets head low Feeling eyes shoot spears all over Or with my head held up high I’ll look at you like a lover and watch as you search the ground The public tears are sometimes cried The public cry “keep them inside” And the cripples are paraded through the streets In cages for you to preconceive, tied to seats Can’t you see sympathy it is contempt Open your eyes and look out of your minds Feel the breeze breathe life upon your hands Open the eyes that were covered by hands And feel my breath life upon your minds
8.
Looking to your depth I can see through But I can’t really see through you You never put up much of a fight You’ll always help me make it through the night It sounds confusing when I want love To shout “Get out of my life, I hate your guts” I’ll lift you up while I propose a toast To the one who stole my heart when I needed it most I will lay you down while I talk You will be my companion if I go for a walk When the darkness comes, you’ll be my light And you’ll be my lover if I’m alone tonight When there’s nothing much left to say And I’ve been in a corner the whole of the day I’ll look to you my faithful friend I'll use you again and start to pretend I’ll fill you up, before you go down I’ll look at you and start to drown In the reflection of your dark gaze And the hidden emotions that you raise Looking to your depth I can see through But I can’t really see through you
9.
There is a rumour going round town That they’re out killing klowns Well I guess that’s nothing new And there’s nothing we can do I dream of a world that is truly free Oh, how I wonder if it could be When the klowns, they’re just not true They’re born and killed out of the blue There is a new world from our dreams to create But there’s so little love and too much hate So we must climb the ladder and not get pushed down ‘Cause they say it’s so easy to kill... It’s so easy to kill a klown... There is a new world from our hearts to create (in our dreams) But there’s so little love and too much hate So we must climb the ladder and not get pushed down ‘Cause they say it’s so easy to kill a klown It’s so easy to kill a klown... I was puzzling over the riddle all night Is it that your black flag is really white? That rumour is still spreading around my town It doesn’t take much to kill a klown
10.
We’re living in a world of facts and figures A land of businessmen Who did what they were told, when they were young And grew old Now it’s their turn to hold the cane And teach children the same Varnishing their hearts, feeding their brains Over and over again From the grey walls of the hospital To the grey walls of the classroom To the grey walls of the office To the grey gravestone You accept life to be as they say For you don’t know any other way Once so young and innocent, you grew up their way We’re living in a land of logic But my spirits elsewhere The world is flat and pigs fly Wonderlands just over there And so, this life of mine carried on Sometimes lonely here Then one day you appeared, and said, “Come with me” Well I did; Rolling about in the long green grass Getting dirty with you Eating wild strawberries Red stains around our lips Sitting under apple trees There's no forbidden fruit where we lay By the slow running stream, spill tears of joy With the warmth of our hearts With the power of imagination Our hopes and dreams have become reality We’re living in a world gone wrong But belong elsewhere Over the rainbow Come on and meet me there
11.
Kill 03:22
Where are you? Sadie, where are you? I need you Where are you? I’m hypnotised at the gate I’m in a trance And I wait I’ve found the strength To unleash my will You lived in fear Tonight you shall live in pain Will you tell? Sadie Will you tell?
12.
Porcelain 02:55
Romance is no more, it is dead And the history is tearing up my head On the twenty-third night, alone in your room With a bottle of wine, seductive moods Your voice so soft caresses the air I begin to wonder if you’re really there In a warm orange glow our shadows play Perform the dreams of yesterday Candlelight closes like a curtain of time Over our bodies as they entwine We watch darkness fall, it paves our way We are my dreams of yesterday To a day of darkness I must succumb And time won’t reveal if there’s darker to come On a quest to seek that which we've lost Through ancient wheels, my soul the cost They turn me around as she walks alone Reaching up to the gods where the angels roam Powered by magic within my mind I banish the mask the Aquarian hides To reveal desire, the wills desire The spirit of life, the feeling, the fire
13.
These days I sense an unknown feeling deep inside I’m tired of chores and Sunday School, I don’t want to hide In chains my Father binds me, I dream of being free There’s an axe inside the garden shed, but there are no tree’s This summer is hot and boring so listen to my vow Before this day is finished, I’m gonna burn it fucking down My mother I was so sick of her, she’d always feed me mutton That hung upon a butchers hook, stinking and a rotten I got the axe, came in the house and crept all up the stairs I hacked her in the guestroom, caught her unawares Then I walked down to the kitchen just like an Indian brave With the scalp of the step-momma I sent to the grave Then I heard a grunting noise coming from another room My Father back from business, rich piggy you'll squeal soon Daddy, Daddy, Daddy, you always pay your tax But now you’re gonna pay with the blade of my axe You selfish, righteous tyrant, money won’t save you now For when the clock strikes eleven, I carry out my vow The abuse you dealt throughout your life is coming to an end I’ll send you to your heaven with an axe stuck in your head

about

Prior to While Angels Watch was Tom's Midnight Garden (TMG), a post punk band formed in November 1983 that attracted an audience largely from anarchist and gothic post punk circles. Drawing comparisons from critics with the likes of 4AD, Adam & the Ants, Blood & Roses, Southern Death Cult, Psychic TV and Crisis.

The original line up recorded ten of the tracks on this album, intended for release on the now cult '96 Tapes' label, run by Rob Challice before he took over management of 'All The Madmen' Records, famed for releasing The Mob and Zos Kia. The cassette was shelved when the band split a month after the recording sessions; though self-released and distributed in small numbers by the ex-band throughout the summer of 1984.

The three bonus tracks, along with 'Somewhere In Time', survived TMG and were among the first set of While Angels Watch songs performed by the new project at gigs during 1985; Kill and Porcelain were both re-recorded in 1986 for the first cassette release 'Reflection Of Joy'.

Tracks 2, 4, 5, 6, 7, 9,10 originally released on 23rd June 1984 as 'The Gap In The Curtain' on cassette format

credits

released June 23, 2011

Michael DE Victor Vocals, Guitars
William Burton Bass
Michael Karcewski Drums

Lyrics/Music Written and Performed by Michael DE Victor except;
Lyrics to *Roads written by Chas Loft
Lyrics to *A Lost Dream by Stacey/Victor
Artwork design and production by Michael DE Victor
Tracks 1-10 recorded at Studio 99, Plumstead, London, June 1984
Tracks 11-13 recorded at HOW, Stoke Newington, London, March 1985

CD Released by Infrastition (France) END008
Digital Release by Sowilo☼Media [UK] SIG☼13

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Cult forerunners of the so-called Neofolk or Apocalyptic Folk genre; formed in Autumn 1985 by Michael Victor [aka DeV] in London, England. Dark, often epic music, incorporating post punk and post industrial influences; accompanied by uncompromising lyrics that explore the human condition, culture, esoterica and the darkly romantic, with foundations built upon the Northern Mysteries.and Lore. ... more

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